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Happy 5th month, My Dearest Boyfriend:D
Lalala, exactly 3 weeks to O Levels.
I am fine:D Let's aim high:D
Last lap of secondary school life, heh heh.
Well, my wish is not granted.
Teachers are not always right lar, but they always have the final say.
Sometimes which they are confident in may not be what i'm confident in.
Since they chose to leave me hanging there ,.. ha-ha=.=
Lalala, i think i got myself pretty stressed up these few days.
Bad bad bad! I should find ways to balance myself instead of venting it all on Boyfriend x:
Poor him haha!
Luckily Doris' shoulder is always there:D During this short period, everybody is changing..
Good or bad? I'm not too sure either.
Anyway, went to Parliament House of Singapore today.
Well, things inside are much more interesting than what i've thought it should be.
Haha, and just nice when we get out of there, F1 racers are racing!
Not exactly racing lar x: Maybe just familiarizing with the route they'll be taking?
24 more days:D Freedom!
Randoms:
- Mr Justin is such a waste of time!
- They dont like befriending with stupid people, their actions shows it all.
- Received a mountain of both Emaths and Amaths paper x.x
- Sometimes it's just so difficult communicating, making me feel tired.
- Doesn't get it why some people like to waste such unnecessary time.
- The drivers today are all so reckless. Tsk.
- Mama finally granted my wish:D Now left with teacher's round.
What i blogged today is as though only i will understand haha.
Expiry date of concession pass falls on the start of O Levels.
Goodnight:D
Totally demoralized today! D:Stress Stress Stress!
How i wish i could also drop to combine science):
28 Days more! Endureeeeeeee!
Will blog less often:D
Lol, the last few posts have been not-so-happy. So not-me. LOL x:
Anyway, i will refrain myself from doing that the next time:D
Why continue to live in the past when you can choose to move on, hor hor? Lol.
Lalala, i find it hard to bring myself to chiong for studies or even just sitting down still to study.
Lol, quoted from Shawn "Complacency is the first step to failure"
But i'm not referring to myself lar lol x: There's no reason to allow me to be complacent anyway x:
Went to find ahma today:D Suddenly miss here. Help her pluck the fish fish thing lmaoo x:
I can be a good housewife also:D Say liao wont face red x:
And went to watch Disaster Movie with Andy Guangjin and Junhong. Had a great laugh :D
Although the show is a bit lame in the plot of story and also a bit sick.
Ps-ed Doris Sweetheart for cycling x: Psps uh! Sure will go next time:D
Okay lar, i wanna go watch tveeeeeeeee:D
A friend in need is a friend indeed.
Is the meaning to it, someone who needs your help becomes friendly in order to obtain it, OR
Someone who helps you when you are in need, is a real friend.
But what i'm trying to say is 患难见真情(:
你们烦，我跟你们一样烦，甚至比你们更烦！GRRR!
Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's my results, maybe it's pms.. maybe it's friends, maybe it's family, maybe it's you,
I feel so stressful and down these few days.
Not trying to gain any sympathy here..
And certain factors just keep adding on to my already heavy heart.
Isn't there just somebody who will be just a little bbbbit more understanding?
Nahhh, actually couldn't expect much, because people closest to me cant either.
Didnt get back English paper today-.- Heard it's because not yet marked finished.
First paper to complete. 2 weeks ago with 1 week holiday in between.. not yet marked finish=.=
Lol, get back SS paper. Flunk by 1 mark. Hope Geography can pull me up a lil?
Scarli push me down then got-.- Ohyea, 1 mark is deducted from biology instead of adding one mark. Haha-.-
Lalala~ 32 days to O Levels:D Exactly 1 month 1 day. Jiayou ba:D
Dont push your luck too far, dont threaten me, dont even try to force words out of me. Because not only you wont suceed, you will also make things worst. I wont hesitate to..
Happy things.
1. I didnt get any E8 or F9 this time round(: so far
2. I improved by around 10 points.
Got back majority of the results, like i mentioned before, one word, horrendous.
How much effort you put in will show it all on your results.. indeed-.-
Was pretty upset about the results. Especially for Amaths and Chemistry.
Got D7 for both. On the positive side, i improved by two grades. For the negative side, i didnt reach my target. Lousy results.
For the subjects that i didnt put so much efforts in, physics and biology. C6 and D7 respectively.
It's pretty contradicting you know, wanting to focus on 5 subjects for L1R4 but unsure of which subjects to choose. I got almost the same results for all!
The ones that i am interested in but despite the many efforts put in, still lousy results. OR
the ones that i've first decided to not put so much efforts in but getting the same results as those which i've studied hard for.
B3 for emaths which totally sucks also. 1 mark to passing for Chemistry and Biology. So when checking the papers tomorrow, by hook or by crook, I'll squeeze the one mark out.
Getting back English and combined humanities tomorrow? More lousy results to come..
Is it the environment/atmosphere around me now, or is it me..
Sometimes it just makes me lose all motivations and means to study.
If i were to meet my words, i should be killing myself now-.- ha-ha.
But no matter what, i will endure this short period ba(:
Please stop adding fuel to the fire.
Lol, really didnt have the mood to study now.
Went to library at 12 plus, go lunch until 1 plus.
Went home at 3 plus. LOL. Read a little of Geography and nearly fell asleep x:
I think i will only get motivated to study after getting back prelim's results ba.
Pretty excited about getting the result lmaoo.
School again tomorrow;D
Haha, preliminary examinations finally ended today(:
Faster get back results! Despite knowing that it will be horrendous x:
Feeling good today, so woke up early to fetch Boyfriend instead of Boyfriend fetching me haha.
He shock dao also. How stupid. He didnt even know how to lie properly x:
And after much postponing, finally went to Pulau Ubin to cycle today! :D
Guangjin wow! Superly well-prepared! Panadol, plasters, poker cards ..
As if we will be stranded there lmaoooo x:
Yeeliang also. Map, screw, poncho..
Lalala, played poker throughout journey. Well, the people said need at least 12 people for the ship to travel across. Stupid, didnt say earlier that there's express where we just pay $30.
The rental of bikes there is super cheap x: Ranging from $2-$1x for one whole day.
Explored the seaside area first. Lol, although today is suppose to be a resting day, we still went there to study biology, geography and chemistry. As in the things there.
Lol, mangrove, mini crabs, hermit crabs, mud skipper..
Asking Cj along is the correct choice manxz! If not we're going to miss out tons of things.
Hair Standing..
Then just kept cycling around. Wasted a lot of energy there cycling the same route, cause we didnt realised that we are cycling in circles.
And after few hours-.- finally found our way haha! But that time already quite tired.
What's worst is that the route we are going to take is full of slopes up. Energy consuming.
Of course more scenery to view at(: Something that should be preserved lar lol.
We saw wild boar there too! Lol. Because the last boat is at 7pm, no choice.
Had our dinner there and home(: I brought back a lot of souvenirs from there:D
Numerous mosquito bites, some scratches, shirt and short with mud, dirt.. lol
Yay, marking day tomorrow. No school:D I am sleepy. Goodnight:D
A Leopard will never change it's spots.
Maybe you should buy some paints to cover yourself better:D
If you think you are the person i am referring to, then you are(:
One more Chemistry paper 1 and it's the end of prelims!:D
But still got O Levels lar.
Although i cant wait to leave secondary school,
but it's still quite saddening at the thought of leaving the big family, the friends..
Haha, go find some useful things to do! Ciaoxzxz!
Ohman, i got enough of calculation already lol.
2 whole days with calculator is making go craaazy. Tomorrow is finally the last 2 calculation papers if not counting the calculation in Chemistry.
Well, nothing to be happy about either because there's still O level which 3x days away.
Woah, time really flies. Left with only 3x days haha. But also nearer to FREEDOM!:D
Lalala, halfway throughout physics exam today, got fire breakout(?)
Lol, so is like do halfway, teacher collect all the papers and then down to field.
Maybe once in a lifetime experience? Haha.
What's even more funny Moleee actually make announcement saying
"This is not fire drill, this is the real thing" What an announcement, but need to lar lol X:
Well, human nature, everybody discussed about the examinations questions, I am guilty conscience free though.
Hope this will not happen during O levels haha.
But i heard some of the classes are actually having the actual N Levels Examinations x:
Anyway i think i can go kill myself already x: Amaths gone also?
Not sure lol, still having 50-50 chance. Left the whole graph question empty today and do the behind questions. Well, no choice. Not enough time.
I seriously got lousy time management for examinations.
Lalala, tomorrow is Emaths paper 1 and Physics paper 1. More time to rest today(:
Shall go and take nap! Byeeeee!
I know what i going to type next is rubbish lar. Is my own perspective only. Although this is just prelims but it's also an exam to know where we stand. Discuss for what? Even if you get A1 very Shuang meh? Also not your own ability ma. Guilty conscience What to do, this is reality. I know i am making a big fuss here luh, so small things also not happy. Petty. Act yige got integrity blahblahblah. Whatever lar, just fa xie. I shuang=.= But still saddening to see such scene. Reality indeed.
Well, the papers today were totally screwed up!
For Chemistry, I am left with half an hour for 3 pathetic essay questions!
So i literally scribble the whole paper with craps-.-
It wont still be so jialat if it's not craps that i have written.
If i were to screw up my maths paper tomorrow..
I can literally go kill myself.
Remarks for Social Studies and Biology papers today: Gone..
I just left one whole Biology essay question empty
and 4 lines of craps(totally anyhow whack) for a 12 marks SS essay question.
Shall go bathe and continue with Geography and Chemistry. Bye.
Lol, didnt study today. Well i did lar actually but very very very little.
Was out all the time. Stay from 10.30-9 but i was out for around 5 hours X:
1 hour for lunch, 1 hour for lunch and 3 hours for a failed trip.
Haha, went to Pasir Ris and wanting to donate blood.
See, what a kind soul i am^^ LOL. Self Praise.
Mummy and Papa were great lar. Initially Papa was sleeping and mum was slacking(?) at home.
But because i am still below 18, parent's signature was needed. Bopian lor, they came out:D
Was a wasted trip x: They say that the diameter of my blood vessel is too small-.-
And the needle thing is thicker than my blood vessel thus cannot donate blood.
Sucks siaaaaa x: Actually they found one which can lar but then that vessel is at too side already. If i were to donate, they say the bruise on my hand will last for around 4 weeks-.-
I insisted but they dont dare to take up such big responsibility if anything were to happen-.-
No choice, wasted trip. They say i should do more push-ups! Lol! To enlarge the diameter.
Haha, too lacking of exercises. Pig x: But a lot of the under-18 donors met with the same problem as mine, especially the females. It proved something though x:
How can they reject a O blood type aka universal donors' blood! LOL kidding x:
Their bandage is cute lol. Still smiley face one x:
So my parents sent me back to library^^
Was crapping most of the time. Especially with someone stupid called Ting Yikee around.
Distraction! LOL x: TehYeeliang and ChuaGuangJin are also the ha-ha reasons.
Okay, tomorrow i shall pump in my 100% efforts!
Lalala~ lol, had a good 3 hours chat with mummy in the morning.
So went to the library only in the afternoon.
o.O Never knew that my grandfather was part of the 'black trait' the last time.
Mama also told us about my grandparents love story. So dramatic LOL x:
Anyway, it's pretty pathetic of what the 'black trait' have become.
Do you know that those 'gang' what tong tong crap one are just sub of a group called 洪门.
What's even more funny is that that group was originated from 天地会, a society that is formed to push down the Qing dynasty and to regain the Ming dynasty.
Although in the 1960's, there's no more dynasty or whatsoever but black trait at that time is still is classified under righteous, but it's after that then becoming=.=
In the past, when the government isn't that powerful yet, black traits are those who so called bring justice.
What about now? The opposite lmaooo.
Haha, look at those on the streets now saying "you from where one?.. blah blah blah"
Just go and ask them about the history of their 'gang', how embarrassing it would be lol.
Dont think even 10% of those people will know the exact history of it.
Both in the past and today are still united but in the opposite ways. Haha.
One is united to bring justice. One is united to bring down justice and to fight the enemy 'gang' or people that you are not happy with.
Awfully said, it's just purely acting cool and showing off to people how 'powerful' you are, wanting people to be afraid of you, not daring to offend you. Maybe trend uh?
At the very least, they still hold a little power in the past. What about now?
Pathetically, sorry but not at all. Not even a little tiny weeeeeny singleeeeee bit.
Just call down the blue/triple 9 gang baby~ Seeee what happens after that:D
Running away just like ermmmxzxz.. dogs?
Sorry for using such a crude word to describe but that's a pretty obvious fact.
Feel unhappy and offended if you want to^^ Doesn't affect me in any ways.
Just dont kill your brain calls(: You chose to read it anyway lalala~
Ohyea, after saying so much. I forget that's the past and now is the present LOL.
Woman in the past dont work. Policemen in the past wore shorts.
“The thing about a hero, is even when it doesn't look like there's a light at the end of the tunnel, he's going to keep digging, he's going to keep trying to do right and make up for what's gone before, just because that's who he is.
-Joss Whedon
Lol, Boyfriend say he misses me blogging about him.
But still, i am not going to blog about him:D
2nd brother treat cousin, me and 2 of his friends to Seoul Garden yesterday.
Ate at the wrong timing though lol, not really having the appetite to eat a lot x:
Went back to school today, having physics lesson. Finally passed my MCQ ;D
Lol, like after so so much of failing): Shall continue to work hard:D
Continue extra lesson from 1 to 4 plus and off to catch 4bia with Beekian Guangjin Yeeliang.
The show was wtfxzxzxz. Dont know which word to describe it.
It's been quite a while since i last watch horror movie haha.
Beekian also said it's been quite long since we watch a movie till so excited. lol Totally agreee.
Had dinner with Boyfriend and Andy.
The baby girl at the 9pm show is so so super duper cute:D:D
Heyo! Lol.
Didnt mange to be a kiasu singaporean today, was a bit late.
The discipline of needing to reached the library by 10am has already been instilled into me lol.
But still, physically there but not the mind. Hah, not exactly also lar.
Let me put it this way, cannot break through, not enough perseverance, but still trying hard(:
Lol, I should marry a man who's strong willed, with strong determination and perseverance,
just in case those mentioned above are traits that can be passed down to the next generation.
Kuakuakua, then at least there's still a small percentage that my children wont be like me and inherit their dad's point instead^^
Moreover, guys are better that way.
At least they gives you a sense of secure. more charming also, maybe?
Haha, think until so far=.= that shall be a worry of mine 5 years later~ x:
It's September already, ohgod. Still very doubtful of my ability on academic):..
There's a price to pay for everything.
