so what`s the use of studyingg hardd ? whyy must i studyy hardd when myy markss are higher if ii dd0nt studyy . fckk larhhs . 1st per0idd . science . well ~ the wh0le lvl didn`t did well . onlyy 1 A1 in wh0le lvl andd A2 . myy class ab0ut 8 failuress alth0ugh we still didd the bbest f0r the entire lvl . was really scaredd that i cant pass science . myy science have alwayss bbeen weak . when gget bback . woah ~ relief . 51 =.= just pass byy 1 marks . then check amrks make sure teacher didn`t c0unt wr0ngg . FCKK ALRHSH . although myy fail l0usyy bbt still pass always dde l0rhhs ! bbt this time i failedd ! on one page , the questi0n is written 4 half marks , ms judith th0t it`s 4 1 mark . then she ggive me 4 marks . in fact it`s onlyy 2 markks . saw lia0s straight away , cryy . OF COURSE WILL LARHHS ! HARLOW !! 49 LERHHS ! FAIL LERHHS ! IT`S FAIL ! NV IN MYY LIFE I WILL FAIL SCIENCE ! TMDD then tell ms judith , minus marks . okkies i failed . criedd reallyy badlyy . have nt cryy until like that f0r a longg time . h0pe that previ0us tests will ppull me upp . nvm . suann lia0s . then lit . because enitre lvl did mbadly f0r science , the teachers are remarkingg it . so did nt gget bback the marks . recess . then maths . gget bback paper , ass larhhs . criedd againn . paper one 28/50 ! FCKK OFF LARHHS ! WHAT KINDD OF MARKS IS THIS ? it`s just pass okkies ! I AM AIMINGG F0R AN A1 F0R MATHS ANDD THIS IS THE MARKS I GGET . bbt n0 ch0ice . what`s dd0nt cant bbe und0ne . criedd criedd criedd . SHIT ! n0 time ggo thru paper 2 ppl ms ch0ngg sayy out our total marks . i only ggt 59 , I AM REALLY G0INGG TO BBREAK DD0WN LE L0RHHS ! THE DIFFERENCE F0R 75 AND 59 IS VERY BIGG ! VERY VERY VERY BIGG ! CRIEDD BADLY AAGAINN . PISSEDD . IT`S LIKE 2 DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE SUBJECT , ALL DDO SO PPOORLY . WHAT I CANN DD0 ? SMILE IS IT ? summ0re my maths n0rmally lousiest is a2 okkies ! then i gget a c6 . hais . h0pe previ0us test will pull upp . pls pls . thinkk i last 2nd in class f0r maths . last is terence . failedd . the others thinkk m0re then 70% gget distincti0n . that`s whyy i wass really pissed off . nvm . then h0me ec . that time eye bagg alr very very sw0llen . obvi0us i have criedd bef0re . gget bback h0me ec paper . criedd again . bbt nt as badlyy . WTF L0RHSH ! I ONLYY GGET 63 ! 63 ! CAN YY0U IMAGINE IT ? I AIMINGG F0R A1 F0R H0ME EC ALS0 LERHHS ! WTH 3RDD SUBJECT I SC0REDD SO BADLY ! ANDD THAT FCKINGG JEFF STILL DDARE ASKK ME HW MUCHH I GET F0R SCI .WHEN HE ASKKEDD THAT QUESTI0N I WILL CRYY DDE . HEE KEEP ASKINGNG . PPL CALL HIM SHUT UPP ALS0 W0NT LISTEN . ASS . 3 SUBJECTS SC0RINGG SO BADLYY . HW T0 GG0 3E1 . THINK 3E3 ALS0 CANT GG0 ARHHS ! TMDD . bbt include coursewrk andd practicall all this gget an a2 . previous tests sc0redd a1 h0pe will ppull upp the markks . then mother tongue . hais . over 90 markks i ggt a 60.5 . the higest is thinkk 63 or 64.5 . then keep g0ingg to teacher begg f0r markks in the endd gget 62 xD . highest jumpp upp to 67 . hais . all the markks s0 l0w . norammly nv study als0 can sc0re better . suann lia0s . waste myy tears . tmr shall c0ntinue cryingg . bbt still h0pe no needd t0 cryy larhhs . =.= then after schh , gget turn off byy linn . sh0utedd at her inn class . 1st time sh0utedd at s0meone . after that gg0 out of classrm drinkk water . cool dd0wn ! then bbernice gg0 then sayy that one nnt bbeer larhhs . =.= i nv sayy i wnat drinkk bber to release myy anger . then went t0 watch stayy alive . quite nice larhhs . bbt al0t of scene nv watch . ahash , scaredd larhhs . use bagg cover thruout . pityy huimin . she sat beside me . i keep pullingg her shirt . >.< andd scream at s0me scene . then walk a while then gg0 h0me . dd0nt wnt to sayy anythingg ab0ut myy results anym0re . just wish me gdd lcuk in the next 5 subjects i am g0ingg to gget in the next few dayys .