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Date : Saturday, August 30, 2008
Time : 9:49 PM
Title : Mathematics is killing treees!

Heyo! Wow wow~ Didnt update for 4days already. How rare.
2nd Kor is back! Wooohooo! He get to see those beautiful sunsets and sunrises on the boat man!
So jealous. Those views from sea and from land is certainly different.

Yesterday was Teachers' Day;D
Happy Teachers' Day! Thankyou for everything(: Seee~ Such a short and sweet sentence x:
The performance was fantastic:D as compared to the other years.
Heh heh, Mr Cheng danced! And the teachers are super duper cute.
Some of them wore the lower sec uniform. Mrs Heikal looked just soooo cute.
She dont look like she's already mum of 2 children.
And and! Mdm Ang was nominated as one of the Most Gorgeous Teacher! Although Mrs Heikal won the title. Lol. But, both Mdm Ang and Mr Cheng get the Most caring teacher award^^
Ohyea, nearly forgotten. Before that was aces. Lol, ran the staircase circuit for the class.
Woah, super tiring. Think too long never exercise already. Pig!
So many rounds of the staircases. Phobia of staircases lmaooo. Was tired but nevertheless, fun:D Last year anyway..

Haha, yesterday was also the 4th month anniversary with Boyfriend:D
Lol, went home and met up with Boyfriend again.
Went to city hall. Wanted to buy a notepad there and also my Braziliano Praia Beatles:D
Finally bought it like after 12345 years hahaha.
And settle down our dinner at New York. Such a short and sweet day.
Boyfriend cant stop smiling seeing me. horhor? LOL.
My smiles are inspired by yours..

Slacked for the past whole week man! Gotta get back on track!
Ohmygod, can you believe how time flies? It's going to be september!
Haha, my muscles are aching~ Idiotic x:
Quite a long post lollll. byeeee!

Say Hello to TingYikee:D






Date : Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Time : 9:17 PM
Title : Heating of particles in body-.-

Pms starts today-.- Was in a frustrated mood today.
Dont ask me why, i didnt know either.
Stayed back for night study. Not conducive at all.
I wonder why do they allow monkeys to be in-.-
Shouldn't they be in the jungles, kept in the zoo or something?
Aiyeaah, dont know lar, maybe it's just plainly because i am not in the mood.
That's why everything is just not right and everything just pisses me off.
So wont stay for night study until prelims' over... 'cause monkeys wont be there=.=
Shouldn't say so early. Or should i say at least i wont be staying in the school's library.
Just realised, actually our school is quite beautiful lol. Other the dropping paints.
Prelims starts tomorrow. And 2ndBrother will be back tomorrow!
This time he will be back for a few months^^ something to be glad about~
Lalala, shall go rest early. byeeee!



Date : Sunday, August 24, 2008
Time : 7:32 PM
Title : Hohoho.

Michael Phelps is worth US$100Million! Woow woow!
Lol lol. Anyway the closing ceremony of Olympic is showing now;D
And tomorrow is the start of night study program.
Cant believe that the Olympic ended so quickly lolll.
Reached the library at 9.40 today lmaooo.
I finally experienced how typical Singaporean looked like.
Well, I act like one also x: Think of it now, super embarrassing.
Haha, rush all the way up to 3rd floor when the library open and started walking because nobody behind already.
Lmaoo, then there's this mad woman x: who started running behind me x: I chuatio also run with her, then when she almost sat onto one of the seats, i throw my textbook to reserve the table LOL. Btw, i mean the individual table not those 4 seaters one. Once i throw my textbook on it, i quickly sat down on another table X: LOL. =.=.=.=.=.=
Cannot blame ma, need help Dingren and Andy reserve table also,
since they dont want to be the 'typical' Singaporean, Yeeliang and me be lor x:
I think i've been treating Boyfriend good these few days until today x: lol.
Lalala, off to watch the closing ceremony;D byeeee!



Date : Friday, August 22, 2008
Time : 11:17 PM
Title : Finally doing duty of a Girlfriend?

Lol, it's Friday;D
I failed my physics test again!D: Ohmygod lar! When can i pass!
Had to walk around with the banner thing thing with sweetheart lmaooo.
Lalala, stayed back after school for pizza!;D
I am kind enough to bring one for Boyfriend;D
Help Zhiqi with her dnt thing thing and went to find Boyfriend in his class;D
I am soso good today~ LOL x:
Accompany him do his dnt thing in school till around 7?
Had our dinner at Breeks. Not bad, not bad, the food there.
And home~ I think i lost my Physics paper):



Date : Thursday, August 21, 2008
Time : 10:08 PM
Title : Facts are meant to be twisted, not?

Lol, got pretty disgusted and frustrated at how some people twist facts.
That's the mistake that most people make, not listening fully of what the others have got to say.
They didnt realised that, just a little tiny weeeny fact twisted by them can actually make someone's life totally miserable. Pathetic.

Lalala, night study is starting next monday! But if lots of people are going,
I bet it's going be quite crampy? Haha. Tomorrow's Friday again;D
Boyfriend is over at Minghao's house chionging dnt? Serve him right x:
Should not pity him, hah! Do last minute work summore lor~~
Well, actually we changed back the plan. So Mdm Ang decided to treat us to Seoul Garden tomorrow but changed the plan again.
Some people have to do their dnt so change to order pizza. Lalala nvm, lipids X:
Speaking of lipids which is a biological term, Miss Tan is back after so many months!
So we finally band-ed for biology. Still sticking to Miss Judith though hahah.

Both people and their lifestyle changes, you cannot expect everything to be the same..



Date : Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Time : 9:11 PM
Title : Go baby go!

Greetings mahhh flendddd! LOL

Such a sweeeet darling! hahaha! Cute hor? X:
Anyway, baby bonus is increasing! I want to give birth to one too!
Lol! So random-.- Lalalala.
Haha, today quite suay day. Played captain's ball today and fell down hard on the butt.
Got a bit scratches on the ankle and kneecap.
Thanks to Shimei's banging lmaooo.
After that went to toilet and got scratched by the toilet's door on the other ankle=.=
Chit chat with Dingren, Shimei and Yeeliang about giving births etc..
Lol, link all the way to during Japanese Occupation-.- Super grosss.
Lalala~ I misses Sweetheart too!:D



Date : Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Time : 7:39 PM
Title : Impulsion

Ignore the previous post. Wrote it all on impulse.
Btw, that post is not referring to any teachers but my mum-.-
Anyway went to find Miss Judith today and talk about dropping.
Like obviously, fail lar but nvm(: For some part of what she said is quite true lar.
Actually got quite a number of things to shoot one but argh! Forget it.
That's the minimal respect that i could give her. Or should i say,
that's the most basic respect that we should have for teachers? Moreover,
we'll be in that school for only around 70+ days more?
Yeap, Mdm Sung came to talk to us today(:
and gave us each a personalised bookmark. All the graduating classes have it though.
Work hard ba. 62 more days..



Date : Monday, August 18, 2008
Time : 10:23 PM
Title : She dont understand

I wanted to drop a particular subject.
She dont understand how i feel at all.
Not i dont want to study for what. But due to time constrain, i cant.
I cannot afford to give in that much time and end up giving a C5, C6 for it,
making me sacrificing other subjects. It's obviously i cant make it for that subject.
Com'on lar, i didnt even score above 30 marks for it before.
Plus, i haven even touched that subject!
It's not like as though i'm still in primary school, everything can be studied and make it through within one night. Yea, i wished too.
Since you already put it all this way, fine with me!
I will give you the results you want to 'seee'!



Date : Sunday, August 17, 2008
Time : 10:00 PM
Title : Badminton.

Image from newshopper.

Lol, now is badminton's turn.
Mum's excited, cant blame her lar, her hometown. China VS Malaysia.
Doesnt excites me like how the table tennis match do just now.
Anyway, lol x: After FengTianWei's match, not really very 'into' the match already x:
Feng Tianwei's match nice to watch only X: Lalala~
Haha, China VS China x: Although represented Singapore.
But quite agree with what one of the person shared just now on the news.
Most of our forefathers came from China too. So what? Does it matter?
As long as they are wearing the shirt with the Singapore logo,
they are representing Singapore!
Heh heh, go iron my clothes! Byeeee!



Date :
Time : 8:01 PM
Title : Feng Tianwei!

Ohmygodddd~
Watching table tennis now. Very kan chiong lol! x:
Mama and papa too. Pleasee win Singapore! Although very little possibility x:
I want my 1 days holiday. LOL.
Papa cannot stop commenting when he gets nervous. Same as me lol!
Okay, off again! Jiayou Feng Tianwei!:D



Date : Saturday, August 16, 2008
Time : 10:18 PM
Title : Spot on horoscope!

The Bottom Line

You'll radically change your opinion about someone, today. They will inspire you.

In Detail

Old dogs can in fact be taught new tricks, which you will see for yourself today when someone proves to you just how much they've changed! It could be a penny-pinching friend has finally splurged on a luxury spa weekend. Or a shy coworker announces that they've just won a role on a reality show. Whatever it is, it's going to radically change your opinion of this person -- and inspire you to move outside of your own comfort zone a little bit, just to see what happens.


How true! Ha! Because someone whom i've always believed that wont keep things from me actually did!:D:D:D So 'inspiring' WOW.




Date :
Time : 9:41 PM
Title : ..

ha-ha-ha!
I've thought i am the one who knows everything.
And you are the one who always cant figure me out.
But i am sososososo wrong!
Lesson learned, dont always think that you know everything,
because you may end up being the fool.
Acting like a clown because you dont know a single thing yet you thought you knew..

Trust should not be given out so easily afterall...

Fuck you bitch_l_ . _l_



Date :
Time : 9:39 PM
Title :

Well, went for tuition in the morning~
Afternoon go bugis pray with Beekian Janet Dingren Guangjin Yeeliang;D
Then go try buy 4D. HA! They actually pass me lehhh! x:
But sad to say my 3 number didnt open): 7671. 0004, 2904.
Yea~ then...-.-



Date : Friday, August 15, 2008
Time : 4:47 PM
Title : Fcked up x 99999....

With every step i took, i take another 2 steps back..
I dont know what's wrong with me today. Sickening.
Had emaths trigonometry class test for the first period.
Sucker-.- i thought there's only one page and didnt bother to check either.
When handing up the papers, it's only then i realised there's two pages-.-
So left the whole 2nd page blank. Mum said a female teacher just called but she's bathing.
Aiya, most probably Miss Ng? If she want to call, then let her be.
I am disheartened to continue working hard anyway. Just continue blindly since everybody around me is doing that =.=
After that was all crap-.- Write almost everything out of box.
Attendance book, MCQ sheet. etc etc-.-
After school went to have a physics extra lesson with Mr Cheng for a while and home.



Date : Thursday, August 14, 2008
Time : 9:40 PM
Title : T.T

Okay, today is a fucked up day.
I am not happy-.- whatever.
Anyway, sometimes i really feel so stupid.
Stupid in whatsoever ways.
Emotionally, academically, differentiating thing and even seeing things.
" If you think that i am just like some other typical girls outside, you are so wrong!"
Despite using so much time on revising Chemistry, i still cannot make it.
Did the MCQs of past year exams, flunk it. Worst than last time when i tikum.
At least i managed to pass the previous times.
Can see that Mr Cheng is a bit fed-up today when some of us didnt do his assignment, luckily i did some of it. And obviously Miss Ng is angry and disappointed with us, she scolded the whole class, wanting us to wake up.
I feel so dumb and helpless all of a sudden..

Thankyou Andy for the 好东西:D



Date : Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Time : 10:05 PM
Title : (:

Lalala, Mdm Ang's class have got 7 A1s, 6A2s, 7B3s and 1 B4.
Quite a good result yeaaa?(: Heard band one only less than 5 get A2 and B3.
The rest all A1. Wanted to ask Dingren buy the number 7671,
but he wearing uniform, cant get in. Lol so called aunt to help me buy x:
Haha, will open or not doesn't matter lar, buy fun(:
Anyway, Mdm Ang say she treating the Distinction students to Seoul Garden! Haha!:D
But we very good one(: We changed to pizza so that we could share with the whole band x:
Went to library and clear up some of the accumlated for a long time homeworks.
ChiuHwa and Singyee was there too(: Yeap and home.
13 days to Prelim. 67 days to O Level...



Date : Tuesday, August 12, 2008
Time : 9:13 PM
Title : Cheerioooos!

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! Guess what?! I'VE GOTTEN MY A1 FOR CHINESE!

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
Seriously, dont know how to express how the feelings is like(:
Get only merit for oral though): Haha, cant stop the tears of joy from flowing(:
Finally lifted up the rock pressing down hard on my heart:D
However, whenever there are tears of joy, there will be tears of sadness too..
Cheerup friends(:

But overall, today is still a suay day. Had a serious stomachache in the morning.
At afternoon, went to find Miss Judith at staff room.
Actually Huimin was suppose to call her but she pass the phone to me instead,
didnt realised that there was an ant there-.- The ant went into my ear. Seriously damn fucking pain. Heng Huimin was there to help:D
After that i got a mosquito-like-thing bite=.= the patch is seriously big-.-
And for oral, i seriously screw it up! Maybe only a pass?-.-
For the picture, i only said one sentence and i stopped-.- for no reasons, like just cant say anything out. Then the teacher start asking questions. Lol, was very nervous.
Kept plucking my fingers' skin under the table until it bleed-.- Nehmind! Over anyway):
Haha, all those things in exchange for an A1?^^ Good enough. Lalala.
Went to library with Boyfriend for a while, dinner and home:D



Date : Monday, August 11, 2008
Time : 9:11 PM
Title : Rushing to hell.

Well, today is a rushy day~ Watched the delayed Olympic basketball yesterday(:
Didnt realised that it's not live! Stupid, realised only when Dingren and Yeeliang told me.
Nehmind though! Haha, cause Noob Boyfriend and Guangjin also watch until 2am~
Lalala, woke up 7am today and wake Dingren Guangjin Yeeliang up, they were already up.
Met them and off to terminal 3:D Went touring around first lol.
Not as conducive-.- In fact super noisy x: Haha, nehmind!
Cant really concentrate. Just flip through and stuff. We kept walking around.
Guangjin fell ill straight after lunch. Fever i think. Takecare Guangjin(:
Lol, we all just play psp and nap there x: but got study a bit also lar.
Went off at around near 6. Having piano lesson. Stupid, didnt bring my books out.
Rush here, rush there still late for lesson. 45 minutes lesson become half an hour.

OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!
OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD OHMYGOD!
Tomorrow is the release of Chinese O Level results! Distinction? Distinction not?
RAHHHH! Luck luck luck! English Oral tomorrow tooo! All the best to me:D






Date : Sunday, August 10, 2008
Time : 11:18 PM
Title : Olympic:D

Check out the Olympic schedule here : http://olympics.mediacorptv.sg/tvschedule_list.php
 :D:D:D

Lastly,
HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY JOVI!



Date :
Time : 9:53 PM
Title : Happy Birthday 43th Singapore(:

Hoho! Happy 43th Birthday Singapore!:D
Ohmygod, kept watching the Olympic. Sooooo distracting me from my studies):
But still, it's nice to watch lar:D Haha. Let's seeeeee.
Went to Marina Square yesterday with Boyfriend!:D
Sweetheart, dont sad lar:D Not i dont want you, keep chasing you away. It's for your own good. Hor hor?^^ So how's your sweetest night? Where's my good news! Lol X:
Anyway met up quite late with Boyfriend X: Was watching Olympic LOLLLL x:
Went for dinner first. Lol, thought will be just in time to watch the fireworks.
Went to the toilet and when out-.- hear bomb bomb bomb. Lol, start fireworks already!
Faster walk out, manage to see a bit but with buildings blocking! Stupid! X:
But nvm at least i manage to catch it a bit with Boyfriend:D
After that was=.= human congestion! Especially with a lot of bangalahs... X: i didnt say anthing!
I am not being racist or what okay! Just that they kept pushing around. Quite irritating x:
Walk around with Boyfriend. 'Cause if go home at that time, sure full. Kiasu Singaporean! X:
Wanted to take bus but no bus one lol. Idiotic x:
So continued to walk around and eventually we got 'lost' there lmaooo.
But walk until suntec city there. Where we first get to interacte with one another when working. Lol, not bad not bad uh^^ Lalalala~
Wait at the cab station for quite long and in the end decided to call for cab. Wow, quite efficient!
Boyfriend was quite noob though X: He called the cab and they told him the car plate will be 7008. He ohoh but dont really know what they talking after a while got one cab with 7008 number plate that came and ah hah! Our cab;D and home sweet home(:
Wow, been quite a long time since i last post such a long post. Not bad not bad X:
Anyway Chinese Results is releasing soon! And O level English oral is on the same day-.-
12 August 2008-.- Wish me luck(:
There will be a Basketball match between USA and China later! Fierce match!:D Yaoming!

Thankyou for everything Boyfriend!



Date : Friday, August 08, 2008
Time : 5:13 PM
Title : 080808

Today is 080808 lol~ Nothing much.
Wasted few hours in school=.= should not have even gone in the first place.
After 16 years of living, i finally realised something. Lol.
Have not been revising this whole week. Not in the mood to anyway.
Tagged by Terence for quite a while lol, finally doing it(:

1. The person who tag you is .
  • Terence Buddy!
    2. Your relationship with him/her is .
  • Buddies? Lol.
    3. Your five impression of him/her .
  • Tall
  • Skinny
  • True friend
  • Someone who will always be there for you
  • Noisy(?)LOL x:

    4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you .
  • Hmms~ Last year birthday perhaps?:D

    5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you .
  • Haha! Errs, quite a lot lehh.

    6.If he/she become your lover, you will .
  • Will what? If there's ever a day, wait till then then say lor. Lol.

    7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be .
  • Hmms~ Dont know. lol.

    8. If he/she become your enemy, you will .
  • Wait until that day comes then say(:

    9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be .
  • How would i know?

    10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is .
  • Haha, any help he needs?

    11. Your overall impression of him/her is .
  • Very Good. Counted as impression also ma. Haha, good friend(:

    12. How you think people around you will feel about you .
  • Dont know. There are some things where it's better not to know.

    13. The characters you love of yourself are :
  • Write down here and let people gossip? Haha-.-

    14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are .
  • ~~~

    15. The most ideal person you want to be is .
  • Every individual is special.

    16. For people that care and like you, say something to them .
  • Lol, star award ah?
    17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you
  • Pass to people with blogs only.
    1. TingYikee!
    2. Guangjin
    3. Huimin
    4. Doris
    5. Andy
    6. Yeeliang
    7. Beekian
    8. Janet
    9. Shirly
    10. Soocheng


    18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? (Yeeliang)
    Huimin? LOLLLL!

    19. Is no.9 a male or female? (Shirly)
    Female.

    20. If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?(Beekian/Soocheng)
    Unless they are lesbian?

    22. What is no.2 studying about?(Guangjin)
    Still in secondary?

    23. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? (Huimin)
    Lol~ errr few hours ago?

    24. What kind of music band does no.8 like?(Janet)
    Lol, i not sure leh x:

    25. Does no.1 have any siblings?(TINGYIKEE!)>
    Yeap:D 2 sistes.

    26. Will you woo no.3?(Huimin)
    LOL if i am a lesbian, i will:D

    27. How about no.7?(Beekian)
    Haha! If i am a lesbian?(again)

    28. Is no.4 single?(Doris)
    Haha, good question! Yes? No? HAHA. Can half half one?:D

    29. What is the surname of no.5?(Andy)
    Ng!

    30. What 's the hobby of no.10? (Soocheng)
    Shitting? x:

    31. Does no.5 and 9 get along well? (Andy/Shirly)
    Lol x: I dont know?

    32. Where is no.2 studying at?(Guangjin)
    WGS-.-

    33. Talk something casually about no.1. (TINGYIKEE)
    A Noob Boyfriend? HAHA X:

    34. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?(Janet)
    Haha! Why not! x:

    35. Where does no.9 live at?(Shirly)
    Singapore:D

    36. What colour does no.4 like?(Doris)
    Red? Am i right sweetheart?!

    37. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?(TINGYIKEE and Andy)
    Haha! Yeap?:D Maciam gay partners.

    38. Does no.1 have any pets?(TINGYIKEE)
    Got me enough already:D

    39. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?(Beekian)
    Haha! Look at her dance and tell me(:

    40. What is no. 10 doing now?(Soocheng)
    Maybe swimming?



    • Date : Wednesday, August 06, 2008
    Time : 9:26 PM
    Title : Motivational Talk, no?

    Lol, 2 days of motivational workshop had ended.
    Hmms, should not really be called motivated talk? Because i am not really motivated x:
    Or should i say, i am already motivated(?)
    Haha, anyway it should be called, identify how to study better instead.
    Lalala, but still got fun somehow ba. Haha, all the fighting for snacks, massaging...
    Didnt touch any books though for the 2 days.
    Ystd went to library after the workshop with Boyfriend.
    but haven half an hour, i nearly fell asleep there-.- So went home and sleep instead.
    Today is sleepy too. After blogging will go and sleep x:
    Well, what i can say is still jiayou everyone?:D
    "Success does not comes naturally,
    there is a process to it,
    FIND the process.
    Your values determine YOUR success.
    So how much are you willing to give to get it?"