to someone who it may concern.
i need to clarify something . in the first place, i did not not acknowledge anyone of you. what did i do and say that makes you think that i think this way.
when your are trying to help the section, i did not stop or whatever. we all are seniors , i did not have even one reason to stop you to do so. and worst stil you used the word WRECK your plans.
i have never think of claiming any credits which things that are not DONE by MYSELF.
even if you want to give it to me, i would rejected it. i dont like to takes things which does not belong to me.
i did not wnat to have any recognition either. even IF i did want , did your ever give me ?
have you ever CONSIDER of my feelings also . me as a SENIOR, why would i not want to help the section
have you ever think, everytime i want to teach the section. who are the willing ones to lend the juniors instument.
it`s always that two or three instrument going around the juniors. even if i wnat to teach, how ?
whether the section is standing or not , it's up to how you see it. if you see it as fallen apart , it shall be. what`s your term of falling apart ? playing well? if it's so, i dont know what to say.
i have never treat your as an outcast either. i treat NOBODY as an outcast.
maybe i should clearly explain the reason of giving that post.
that post is NOTHING. it`s just a NAME. which define as SENIOR that make sure everything is alright.
there is no credits to it . NO . i wont mind if i lose the post. because for me it's not even A POST in the first place.
a post to me means another responsibility . not to show of or let other people know i`m the leader. what makes you think this way.
i can live without any post or recognition. i know what i have done and how much credits i deserve to it even if it means no credits.
if you dont understand me, please dont make it sounds like i want the post so much.
make it as if it meant so much for me . please dont make me stand on the same line with the other people.
it is not important of who own what position. i just dont get it why people see those posts so importantly.
why would i cry if i lose post. maybe if you were me you will but for me , no. i dont care much about having posts or not.
i dont hate you either. i just wnat you to know. before you make any stand or conclusion of anything. have you ever thought of WHY that particular person does this and that. have you ever consider or maybe a need to reflect on yourself of what your did to make the particular person do things the way they does it.