Date : Monday, March 03, 2008
Time : 5:22 AM
Title : time to study.
haha, had a weird dream ystd night about O level O.O i dreamt of the day when we are collecting our results. but weirdly, we didnt collect our in school but sp(Singapore Poly) haha. so i kept crying and crying for no reason. i didnt even get back my results! x.x The people there start distributing our question booklet back to us(for what? since when o level will give back question booklet one!) On the booklet have things like L1R4 and L1R5. there written something like 20plus 30 plus respectively. wtf. and that time i suppose results should be distributed by teachers? and why is it in the question booklet?! in the end i realised it's dont know for what one, not my result. went to the hall. another weird thing is normally we all sit according to 4E1 4E2 4E3 etc etc. but this time, it's 4E2 4E3 4E4 4E1 5N1 5N2. everything is so weird lar! i went up to Mr Heng ask him how's my result. he only replied " binni, why did you not study for your O's? "(but Mr Heng is gone? o.O) so i just kept crying luh, until i get back results. i got 12 for L1R5 AND 9 FOR L1R4. hahah! previously Mr Heng said that is just to scare me.
i told my mum, she just say that it's like a sign of telling me to start studying? and it's up to me decide whether i will land in the 1st state or the 2nd one. of course i will want the 2nd one lar! so i shall really start studying;D if any of my classmates sees this, they are going to say the same thing' you also say is dream liao'
i am starting to feel my mum's loneliness since my 2nd bro is sailing tmr and back 6 mnths later. and my 1st brother back to NS. although she just say 'it's part of growing up(: no child will keep their parents company forever.' but i can feel that, she's sad and feels lonely. i shall be a filial daughter;D